I started this blog as a forum to help explore the issues that people deal with every day. It is my hope that as I share experiences it will help readers come up with practical solutions to deal with life's issues as they arise. I don't profess to know all the answers, nor do I promise every advise will be perfect. But what I can promise is to give you my honest straightforward opinion. )i(
A friend share the following video with me today with the caption "ur teaching".
I listened to it in its entirety. Lots of interesting things said. Most of what they said was confirmation from what I got during my meditation. The only difference is they say breathing is used to control the pain while my understanding is that focusing on the breath not only helps to control the pain but also helps to purge the pain from the body. The body stores everything in the mind. Every time you stump your toe is stored as a memory - like layers of an onion. So the next time you stump your toe it awakes the memory of previous times you stumped your toe and the pain can be excruciating even if it was only a tap. The more you practice focusing on your breath and don't give the pain any energy, the more you purge the brain and eradicate the pain sensation that is stored in the brain from the mind/body. Because the memory is stored in layers, it takes time to work through each layer. So you will continue to feel the sensation to a lesser degree until the memory is completely purged. How quickly you see results depends on how much time you spend working on it. The missing component in the video is learning how to not allow pain to be stored in the brain/body again ie reinfection, which is something that I know how to do.
I have been practicing this technique for a few years now. It is how I was able to cure myself. It is nice to know this information is out there even though I was not aware that it was until now. It confirmed what I got as download from the universe years ago. It is proof to me that I have tapped into the universe and what I am receiving as downloads during my meditation sessions are real and viable. This is amazing to me. It further serves to remove any lingering doubt I may have been entertaining as to the validity of my experiences. I am more committed to moving towards achieving a monk's mentality. It is my hope that others will also embrace meditation as a forum for eradicating pain from the body as well as applying it across the board to deliver themselves from all suffering in their life - physical and emotional. I'm just saying. I got issues, what about you?)i(
So I went to the doctor yesterday and saw this sign posted where they are offering the covid-19 vaccination for $25. Is it just me, but I thought the vaccination was free. This location services predominantly the Hispanic community. I would hate to think they are being exploited. Someone needs to look into this. They need to know there are places they can go get the vaccine for free - no admin cost. I'm just saying. I got issues, what about you?)i(
We live in a vibrating universe. Everything is vibration and our experiences are a result of that vibration. What you experience is based on the vibration you are giving off. If you are feeling overwhelmed, sad or down-hearted then you attract low vibrating experiences which echoes how you are feeling. Likewise, if you are feeling excited, happy or hopeful then you attract high vibrating experiences. So the trick to having good things happen to and for you is to feel good. That's it.
Fact is we are all creators. We create our experiences by how we are feeling. For many that is a hard concept to grab. It's easier to believe that what is happening to them is outside of their control. What they don't realize is that they are "default" creators. Meaning that even though they don't believe they are responsible for their experiences, they really are. However if they could just wrap their minds around the concept that they are responsible for their experiences then they can become "deliberate" creators. Meaning they can control what happens to them by purposely feeling good and emitting high vibrations which will attract good things happening to and for them. You don't have to focus on any specific thing. Just feel good and the universe will automatically bring good things into your experience. The same goes for bad experiences. Knowing the difference, why not choose to feel good?
I am a deliberate creator. My only job is to feel good, if not great. I get to decide how good or bad my day is and It all starts with how I am feeling. I choose to feel good - every day. All day. I challenge you to make feeling good your aim. What do you have to lose? I'm just saying. I got issues. What about you?)i(
They say death comes in 3's. Well I had my quota and then some this week. I recently learned of the unexpected passing of 4 people I knew. Some very close yet too far. 2 of them did not see their 50th birthday. Don't get me wrong. I am fully aware that death is apart of the life cycle but too many are dying prematurely.
Despite my best efforts to convince people I know to take better care of themselves and/or reduce their stress levels they do not adhere. It seems like sometimes we get so accustomed to certain life conditions that we don't see how that condition is sucking the life out of us. No one can do it for you. You have to want to do it for yourself. All I can do is be supportive and encouraging. Outside of that, its all up to you. I know what it takes to fight to live despite the doctors' grim prognosis. It takes more than words, more than hope, and definitely more than prayer to survive this life pass 50. It takes a desire to do whatever it takes to prove the doctors wrong, ie change eating habits, avoid stressful situations and/or people, exercise, etc. I was told at 42 that I would not live past 45 yet here I a. Looking 25 😊. Why? I fought to live.
So my friends, please take care of yourselves. My heart can't take another death notice.. I'm just saying - I got issues, what about you?)i(
On this journey to be a deliberate creator, the key to being good at it is to protect your energy/vibrational levels. People will constantly try to pull you into their drama if you let them. While you care for them and want the best for them, you also have to be mindful of your own spiritual health. Remember the key to being a deliberate creator is staying in a constant state of feeling good/happiness. Pity party is a kryptonite to your happiness. When people are not feeling good they tend to want to share that energy with others. You know that saying "misery loves company"? Sometimes they truly want cheering up but most time than not they just want to give you a front row seat to their misery. They want to give a detailed account as to why they are not feeling their best. As you listen to them, it can brings you down to their level if you are not emotionally strong enough. Attempts to elevate/uplift them may prove futile and before you know it you are drawing negative energy to yourself as well.
The best way to avoid the pitfall of pity parries is to just not attend. When anyone invites you to one, politely decline the invite. The minute you recognize the invite, tell them to try and find something good to focus on that will lift their spirits. Point out that the more they regurgitate the events that lead to them needing to throw a pity party the worst they will feel. Reliving the event(s) will only further diminish their vibrational level. They need to get a handle on their emotions and find a way to brush it off. Truth is no one does you anything short of putting their hands on you physically. Their words and/or actions are all open to your interpretation. As such, you have the choice to choose how to interpret their words/actions. No matter how the person may intend it, choose to take it as a compliment. By so doing, you protect your vibrational levels and keep your happy disposition.
I know you've heard that "nobody can make you feel bad without your permission" before. Well it is worth repeating. When you allow people's words/actions to dictate how you feel, you give up your power. Likewise, when you attend pity parties, you open up yourself to becoming engulfed in other people's unhappiness. Your only goal should be to stay in a constant state of happiness. Anything that threatens that should be avoided at all cost. I'm just saying - I got issues, what about you?)i(
Today I don't feel like doing anything at all. Interestingly enough I recently heard a Bruno Mars song that pretty much echoes my feelings. The lyrics goes like this:
"Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
I'm gonna kick my feet up, then stare at the fan
Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants
Nobody's gon' tell me I can't, no!
I'll be lounging on the couch, just chilling in my Snuggie
Click to MTV, so they can teach me how to dougie
'Cause in my castle I'm the freaking man
Oh Yes! I said it, I said it, I said it 'cause I can."
Lately I have become the queen of nothingness - meaning I no longer rush to do anything. I sleep until I wake up and if I feel like it I sleep some more. I don't look at my phone first thing as I use to do in past. I make no plans and do what the spirit directs me to do, if anything. Most days it is to do absolutely nothing and it feels great!! Sometimes I don't even leave my house for the whole week.
Yeah I no longer listen to people who tell me that I should be doing something. Why is it people always think they know what is best for me? Listen, this is my life and if I chose to sleep it away that is my choice. Your efforts would be best served to focus on your own life and let me do what the hell I please.
I spend my days in meditation where I connect to the Creator. Prayer is when you talk to the Creator. Meditation is when the Creator speaks to you. For the most part I prefer meditation because it is in those moments that I get downloads about things I never thought about or questioned before. I get revelations about this realm and how it has been manipulated by the 1% to control the 99%. I get revelations of things I've not read or heard anywhere before and then I get confirmation about it through a video or conversations with others who either read or heard it some place. Like how the pineal gland and pituitary gland are transmitters and receivers. When they are blocked or clogged, it prevents you from sending or receiving energy to guide your path and promote wellness. Blocked glands interferes with your ability to communicate with the Creator. It is why your prayers goes unanswered. Well its part of the reason. The other is that you don't truly believe you can have what you ask for. But that's a topic for another conversation.
During meditation it has been revealed to me that this world is an illusion with its political and religious agenda. We (spirits) came here into these human bodies to experience and explore this realm. To touch. To feel. To enjoy all the things we could not without a body. Somewhere along the line we forgot who we are and why we are here. We have allowed others to dictate how we should live and let them put restrictions on us that dumbed down our powers. They gave us rules, regulations, and laws (among other things) that crippled our freewill and suppressed our memories of the powers we have. The result is what we are living now.
I am on a quest to discover who I really am. I choose to explore and embrace the concept that I am a spiritual being having an earthly experience. I have powers that once cultivated, will unleash my full capabilities and propel my life into an upward spiral - the likes of which I have never seen.
The most resent revelation I received during meditation is this. You know how the Catholic church preaches/teaches that suicide is a sin right?. Well it was revealed to me that death is the passage way to the next world/life. In an attempt to keep people, especially the poor and slaves who are having a difficult time in this realm, from checking out and depleting the work force, they teach suicide is a sin. To further reinforce the belief they also created "haven" and "hell" as the destination after death. Death is regarded as a dreaded "thing" to be afraid of especially if you have not been living your life by religious standards. One more way to keep people here to fullfil their agenda. They teach that when you die, you are placed in a state of holding/sleep waiting for the judgement day when your place of eternity will be decided. It is no wonder so many are afraid to die. Who wants to spend any time at all trapped in a space of time where nothing is happening after experiencing life? The fear of the unknown is what causes so many to fight to stay alive at any cost. Who died and came back to tell you it is so? The only reference point we have is what the creators of religion has told us. I prefer to disagree based on the revelation I have received from the Creator of the universe.
I no longer fear death. I won't go looking for it but when it comes I will embrace it as a part of the journey to my new destination. I encourage you to stop living your life aimlessly or in fear of the unknown. Anything you want to know about everything is already in you. It is locked away in you spiritual being. The trick to accessing it is to unplug from the matrix (life as you know it) and plug into the Universe (life as it was meant to be). Allow the Creator to reintroduce you to who you are and the powers you have. Witches and warlocks are real but the negative connotations associated with them is false. Witches and warlocks are people who have not forgotten who they are and cultivate and use their powers freely. They were given the title of "witch" and "warlock" or even "wizard" to distinctly link them to black/badmagic, which is "bad". People were taught to fear them not realizing that they too posses the same abilities. Can you imagine a world where everyone had powers? There would be no upper or lower class. The playing field would be leveled. No more capitalism. No more 1%. Think about it then do something about it. I'm just saying, I got issues. What about you?)i(
On Tuesday I had difficulties opening up my apps on my android phone. I tried everything I could think of to resolve it including powering off the phone and ensuring that all apps were updated. None of that worked but I did notice that there were 2 app updates that no matter what I did they would not update. I deleted all my pics, messages and some other things thinking I didn't have enough storage space but to no avail. How disappointing - smh. So I just uninstalled and reinstalled the apps I wanted to use. That seemed to work. But there was one app - solitaire - that I did not want to risk losing the history - had high score and record solving time of 1 minute. Planned on going to mobile store yesterday to troubleshoot but didn't get the time.
Called mobile provider last night to get some help and discovered that the 2 apps that refused to update were critical - Chrome and Android system web view - thus lied the issue. Rep tried transferring me to tech support to see if they could help me figure out how to get these app to update but the wait was ridiculously long so I hung up. She called back and we agreed to try again the next day.
Feeling determined to play my daily hand of solitaire, I decided to try to update apps again on my own and whalla it worked!! Not sure how but at this point I could care less. I'm just glad apps are working again.
So if you have an android phone and are experiencing issues with your apps, you might want to check to make sure your chrome and android system web view apps are updated. I'm just saying. I got issues. What about you?)i(
